My mind...

GOOD EVENING TO EVERYONE... PLEASE BE SAFE AND LETS RIDE OUT THIS HURRICANE TOGETHER... TODAY I HAD TIME TO SIT BACK AND THINK ABOUT SOME THINGS... MOST OF THE DAY I WAS PRAYING... GIVING GLORY AND THANKS TO HIM BECAUSE I WOULD BE SO LOST WITHOUT HIM... MY MIND WOULD BE GONE IN ANOTHER WORLD AND PROBABLY WILL NEVER COME BACK... I STAND STRONG AND GUIDED BY A POWERFUL FORCE.. ONLY THIS FORCE CAN TAKE MY MIND AND HOLD IT BACK..  MY BIGGEST ENEMY IS MYSELF... BUT I TREAT MYSELF GOODIE.. I KNOW WHAT'S GOOD FOR ME AT TIMES.. SOMETIMES ALL THAT SEEMS GOOD IS NOT GOOD FOR MY LIFE AND WORLD.. SO I TAKE EXTRA PRECAUTIONS BECAUSE I TOO HAVE BEEN DOWN SUCH A DARK AND NARROW ROAD... I WON'T GO BACK AND I WON'T MAKE A NEW ROUTE TO GO DOWN A PATH SIMILAR TO THE PAST ONE... NAW... I THINK I WILL CONTINUE TO FOLLOW MY MIND AND HEART LIKE I HAVE BEEN... SO I THANK YOU ALL FOR FEEDING MY MIND... I TAKE WHAT I CAN AND PROCESS IT INTO SOMETHING GREATER... WE ALL NEED OUR MINDS TO ACCEPT THE THINGS WE WILL NOT CHANGE...

LIVING THE SINGLE LIFE....

I'VE BEEN SINGLE FOR ALMOST A YEAR NOW... IT HAS ITS UPS AND DOWNS...  SOMETIMES I WANNA MAN AND SOMETIMES I LIKE MY FREEDOM... I KNOW THAT I WILL FIND THE PERFECT MAN ONE DAY.. MAYBE RIGHT NOW IS MY TRIAL AND ERROR PHASE... BUT I JUST WANT TO BE PERFECT FOR MY DUDE AND I WANT HIM TO BE PERFECT FOR ME ALSO... I DON'T WANT TO RUSH INTO ANYTHING... I AM A QUEEN AND I NEED A KING... ENOUGH SAID... THAT IS ALL... BE BLESSED AND IF YOU ARE OUT THERE AND YOU FEEL YOU MAY BE THE RIGHT ONE FOR ME.. HOLLA.. :)

WHAT'S GOING ON?

SOMETIMES I TRY TO FIGURE OUT.. BUT I DON'T ASK A LOT OF QUESTIONS... IT'S BEST THAT WAY... BELIEVE ME.. THERE ARE TIMES WHERE U DO HAVE TO SAY SOMETHING... JUST TO GET THAT THOUGHT OUT OF THE BRAIN AND INTO EXISTENCE..  IT WILL MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER... DEPENDS ON HOW THAT THOUGHT WAS ANSWERED :)... BUT... I GUESS I WILL JUST STOMP IT OUT LIKE I BEEN DOING... NO CONTROL OVER HERE REALLY...  I THINK ABOUT IT.... IT'S A LOVELY THOUGHT.. AND IF I REALLY HAVE TO.. I WILL SEE EXACTLY WHAT IT IS THAT YOU TALKING BOUT...

DETERMINATION...

I STRIVE TOWARDS GREATNESS EVERY DAY... I HOPE THAT I WILL CONTINUE TO BUILD STRENGTH TO DO WHAT I DO... I HAVE A FEW ON MY TEAM THAT SEEM TO BE JUST AS DETERMINED AS I... IT FEELS GOOD TO KNOW THAT I AM BEING SEEN AND HEARD... A GOOD FEELING FALLS FROM MY ENERGY FIELD.. I LOVE TO DROP MY ENERGY ON OTHERS... BUT YOU HAVE TO BE DETERMINED JUST LIKE I... I DO THIS TO REACH MY LONG TERM GOALS.  I KNOW THAT ALL WILL COME TO THE LIGHT... I REACH HIGHER AND HIGHER FOR ALL TO BLESS THE TIPS OF MY FINGERS... I KNOW I WILL BE SO GREAT AND HONORED FOR ALL THE WORK THAT I WILL PUT IN.. IT IS NOW UNDERSTOOD... EXACTLY... WHAT WILL BECOME OF ME... DETERMINATION BROUGHT ME HERE...

PRETTY BROWN QUEEN...

I MAKE SURE TO HAVE ENOUGH CONFIDENCE IN MYSELF TO MOVE ALONG PASS THOSE WHO WON'T PUT IT IN ME.. YOU WON'T BREAK MY HEART WITH THE NEGATIVITY... I KNOW MY WORTH.. YOUR FRIENDS KNOW WHAT I MEAN TO YOU.. NO NEED TO MAKE IT SEEM LIKE SOMETHING IT'S NOT.. I WOULD NEVER LET MY TRUE FOLLOWERS DOWN... I HAVE NO REASON TO HIDE ANYTHING.. IT MAKES SENSE TO BE REAL AND SHOW MY PRETTY BROWN SELF.. LOL... EXPRESSING MYSELF IS ONE OF THE BEST ATTRIBUTES OF BEING A QUEEN... MY EMOTIONAL AND MENTAL WILL TAKE YOU BY SURPRISE AT TIMES.. BUT IT KEEPS YOU COMING BACK FOR MORE AND MORE.. SO HERE I GO.. ALL DAY.. NOTHING WILL EVER CHANGE ME.. I TRY NOT TO BE A HEART BREAKER BUT IT HAPPENS SOMETIMES.. WHAT IS A GIRL TO DO?!? LOL *MUAH*

SUMMER TIME...

THE SUMMER IS GOING GREAT AND IT'S GOING AS PLANNED... I HAVE BEEN KEEPING MYSELF VERY BUSY.. THE MODELING IS GOING GREAT... MAGAZINES ARE COMING OUT.. NEW VIDEOS WILL BE MADE.. NEW PICTURES WILL BE TAKEN.. CALENDARS ARE COMING... AND I'M GOING TO BE ABLE TO WORK WITH JOE PRO AGAIN.. I'M MAKING A NAME FOR MYSELF.. I'M TRYING TO HELP THOSE WHO ARE TRYING TO GET INTO THE INDUSTRY AS WELL.. I'M ABOUT TO START SCHOOL AGAIN SO I KNOW I'M GOING TO BE GRINDING HARDER THAN I EVER HAVE.. BUT ALL OF THIS GRIND IS MUCH NEEDED.. I'M GETTING CLOSER AND CLOSER TO MY DESTINY.. AND MY CREW IS SO SUPPORTIVE.. THEY COMING WITH ME.. ONLY THE STRONG WILL SURVIVE.. "QUEEN"

NO HOLDING BACK...

DON'T EVER HOLD BACK WHAT YOU TRULY WANT TO DO OR WHAT YOU WANT TO SAY IN LIFE.. IN THE END YOU MAY REGRET THE FEELINGS THAT COULD HAVE BEEN OR THE FEELINGS THAT DID COME ABOUT... DREAMS CAN COME TRUE.. IF YOU BELIEVE HARD ENOUGH AND WORK HARD ENOUGH.. EVERYTHING WILL FALL INTO PLACE...SO BELIEVE ME WHEN I SAY THAT EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENS IN LIFE IS ALREADY PLANNED.. SO HOLDING BACK WILL NOT GET YOU ANYWHERE.. IF IT'S SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN.. JUST LET IT.. I UNDERSTAND LIFE A LIL BETTER NOW SINCE I BEEN GRINDING.. I GET SHIVERS DOWN MY SPINE GRINDING IN THE WORLD I'M IN NOW.. I KNOW I LOVE THIS.. AND IT'S GETTING BIGGER AND BIGGER EVERYDAY AND I CAN'T WAIT TO SHOW MORE THAN JUST VA WHAT I'M ALL ABOUT...

RISK TAKER

THEY TRY TO HOLD U DOWN.. IT'S NO SECRET.. WHEN YOU KNOW WHAT YOU WANT.. THEY DON'T ALWAYS BELIEVE YOU CAN ACHIEVE IT.. YOU TELL THEM OVER AND OVER THIS IS WHAT YOU WANT AND YOU JUST GONNA GO AHEAD AND TRY TO SEE WHAT WILL HAPPEN IF YOU INVEST TIME AND EFFORT INTO YOUR PLAN... SOMETIMES IT GOES SIDEWAYS... LIL CURVES HERE AND THERE TRY TO REALLY MESS YOU UP.. BUT YOU DON'T LET IT.. YOU KEEP MOVING.. THEY ALL WANNA SEE WHERE IT WILL GO.. EVEN THE NEGATIVE ONES WANT TO KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO YOU... JUST GO AHEAD AND SHOW THEM ALL.. 

BALL SO HARD....

I KEEP TELLING MYSELF.. GET YOURSELF TOGETHER.. KEEP GRINDING TO MAKE IT TO THE TOP WHERE YOU NEED TO BE... IT'S GETTING REALLY REAL NOW.. THINGS ARE MOVING AT A PACE THAT IS COMFORTABLE BUT STEADY FOR MY LIFE... THE ONLY THING THAT STOPS ME AT TIMES ARE MY EMOTIONS... I HAD A LIL MOMENT EARLIER.. AND THEN I TALKED TO A REAL PERSON AND THEY SAID GET YOURSELF TOGETHER FOR YOURSELF AND YOUR SON AND EVERYTHING ELSE WILL FALL INTO PLACE... THAT IS SO TRUE.. SO WHAT I'M GOING TO DO IS JUST LIKE I SAID I WAS GOING TO DO.. I HAVE BEEN DOING IT.. BUT I DIDN'T PUT IT TO THE FRONT.. KEEP OTHERS TO THE BACK UNTIL I'M READY FOR THEM TO WALK BESIDE ME.. THEY NOT READY YET.. BUT I'M ALMOST THERE.. I CAN FEEL IT.. AND THEN I WILL BE BALLING SO HARD YOU WON'T STOP ME.. NOBODY AND NOTHING WILL STOP ME.. I KEEP MY FAITH HIGH.. I'M ABOUT GETTING THAT MONEY... NOTHING ELSE MATTERS.. I'M GETTING THAT STATUS THAT I BALL HARD TO GET WHAT I WANT.. CAN'T STOP.. WON'T STOP... *QUEEN*

DAT BOMB.. CLAP UR HANDS...

ALL THE LADIES... U KNOW U GOT THAT BOMB... CLAP THOSE HANDS... BODY BANGING.. ALL IN THE RIGHT PLACES... U KNOW WHAT TO DO... THEY COME RUNNING BACK... AN EXPLOSION THEY WILL NEVER FORGET.. BODY IS CALLING... LET THEM ANSWER AND PUT IT DOWN.. SHOW THEM.. MAKE THEM SAY.. OOOO...AAAHHH... U KNOW WHAT THEY LIKE.. TELL ME SOMETHING.. U COULDN'T LAST THAT LONG.. IT'S COOL THO.. I JUST HAD TO LET U KNOW.. I GOT THAT BOMB TOO... NO BRAGGING.. I JUST KNOW.. NO COMPLAINTS..  SO I SAY AGAIN.. LADIES ALL OVER... TELL THEM... *INSPIRED BY TREY SONGZ*

RANDOM.. FROM THE QUEEN..

I JUST WANNA SHOW HOW MUCH I APPRECIATE YOU..I VALUE YOU...YOU ALREADY KNOW WHAT'S ON MY MIND...I KNOW THAT'S WHY I'M GOING TO GET THE MOST OUT OF BEING THE REALEST I CAN BE..DAY AND NIGHT...WATCH ME..YES..WHAT ELSE CAN I SAY? *DROPS THE MIC* *QUEEN*

QUEEN....

WHAT'S UP EVERYBODY?  LET ME INTRODUCE MYSELF.. I AM BYLONDA.. AKA.. QUEEN.. I REPRESENT THE 804.. VA.. TWO UP.. TWO DOWN... I AM A MODEL.. I AM AN ENTERTAINER.. I LOVE MY JOB.. I LOVE THE PHOTOSHOOTS.. I LOVE THE MAGAZINES.. I LOVE THE EVENTS.. IT'S A DREAM COME TRUE.. A DREAM THAT WILL GO VERY FAR AS LONG AS I CONTINUE TO GRIND LIKE I DO.. I GRIND HARD.. EVERYDAY.. EVERYONE SEES MY POTENTIAL AND BOWS TO THE QUEEN BECAUSE THEY KNOW WHAT I AM CAPABLE OF.. I AM HUMBLE.. LAID BACK.. A GREAT PERSON TO WORK WITH.. I STAND AT 5'3... 132 LBS.. CURVY.. EYECANDY... 34-26-40... YEAH.. ALL THOSE NUMBERS ARE CORRECT!! LOL... I ENJOY WORKING WITH FOLKS WHO GRIND JUST AS HARD AS I DO.. IF I SEE YOU AND UR GRIND.. AND U SEE ME AND MY GRIND.. GET AT ME.. DON'T BE SCARED TO APPROACH ME.. CAUSE IF YOU DON'T.. U FO SHO WILL MISS OUT ON A GOOD OPPORTUNITY TO JOIN MY WORLD... PEACE.... QUEEN...