MY MIND... NO MUSIC... JUST ME...

I'M GOING IN... ON MYSELF.. NOT SURE EXACTLY WHAT IS GOING ON.. BUT SOMETHING IS GOING ON.. I FEEL AND SEE SO MUCH.. I WANNA KNOW AND GROW SO MUCH.. I HAVE TIME TO COLLECT MY THOUGHTS BECAUSE I AM IN THE PRESENCE OF MYSELF AT ALL TIMES.. I AM AWARE OF MYSELF.. I STEP OUT AT TIMES.. TO RECOMPOSE MYSELF.. I DO IT THIS WAY TO KEEP MYSELF TRUE TO ME.. I DON'T WANT ANYBODY TO BELIEVE I AM PERFECT.. I DO WANT YOU TO SEE ME AND HOW I ROCK.. I GO HARD AND IT'S ALL TRUTH IN WHAT I SPEAK AND WHAT I AM...I SIT HERE.. AND WONDER.. BOUT LOVE.. ABOUT HOW IT HAS TREATED ME SINCE I WAS 12.. SINCE I WAS 14.. SINCE I REACHED MY 20S.. AND NOW HOW WILL IT BE WHEN I REACH THIS 30 THAT'S CLOSING IN ON ME.. A NEW BEGINNING.. A NEW FORMATION.. THE RIGHT WAY.. THERE IS NOT ONE.. THERE IS UR WAY.. I SAY THINGS THAT ARE ON MY MIND.. I DO NOT KNOW IF I SHOULD BITE MY TONGUE OR NOT.. BUT I DO AT TIMES.. I FEEL LIKE BITING THE TONGUE HELPS YOU TO GROW.. YOU HAVE TO HOLD THE HEAD HIGH.. I DO HOLD IT DOWN AT TIMES.. THAT SHOWS MY HUMBLENESS.. AND I GATHER MY THOUGHTS AGAIN.. I SIT HERE AND FEEL LIKE I'M RAMBLING.. I'M NOT.. THESE ARE THE THOUGHTS..THE MIND.. MY WORLD.. WITH NO MUSIC ON.. NOTHING BUT ME MYSELF AND I.. SITTING HERE.. STILL PONDERING..